He’s my forever. <3 I love you baby, so so so much
it has been forever!! but I think I’m about to back in full effect starting tomorrow (: I missed you guys, sorry for being MIA. So much has happened & I’m excited to get into this again. <33
So, my baby is sick. ): He has muscle soreness in his neck and he has cold chills and I can’t be there to take care of him. He has practice at 5 am and he feels like crap. I wish I could be there to take care of him, I really wish we didn’t have an hour and a half of distance between us. It could be worst though. Especially if I go through with the air force. Or if he gets drafted. Gah. I keep thinking about him possibly getting drafted and leaving me and being even further away. We talked about it all before, but I am so afraid. We both graduate next spring, but he’s draft eligible now… And next spring I will hopefully be back in Jacksonville working with him for my internship as a strength & conditioning coach at EWC.
I am just so ready to begin our life together. We’ve been talking about moving in together, preparing our future and getting married a lot lately. I gotta say that I’m extremely excited. Lately we’ve been really close and I love every bit of it. He just makes me feel so complete, like he’s a part of me. I am so so so in love with him and I just don’t think I’ll ever be able to express it.
Sorry for all the sap, I just love my boyfriend. <3






